Growing Feeling

When I first fell in love with you looong time ago, my heart made certain ways to remember it.

Now years after years later, when life is already different as it is and the hope of us being together is zero, my heart still remembers how to love you easily. Despite all the broken hearts and sadness you brought into my life, what my heart remembers the most is the happiness I feel because of my feeling for you in this life.

I never have any plan to keep you dearly in my heart, but there you are. I don't have any plan to always love you but my heart does. In fact, the love is growing into the direction my head can't control: growing deeper in my heart. But strangely, it feels just fine even when I am so sad to know that it's probably just one sided love.

Well, I know I insanely in love with you since the first time I met you, but at least I know that it is what my heart really wants undoubtedly.

I will just stay as I am now, until one day my heart says otherwise. For me, whatever happen later on, I believe it will be for the best.

Na, May 4th, 2018